as you’ve probably noticed, I haven’t showed up since Avol 5… I’ve spent the last few months thinking about what I’m doing and what I’d like to do in my life. I’ve been creating stories with Poser for years and I’ve always enjoyed it. I used to sit in front of my computer willing to spend my time to create something that both you and I would have liked.
Having said so, I’ve also noticed – and probably you too – that the pauses between a story and another have significantly extended. When I get home from work at 8 pm, after having dinner, I feel like I want to dedicate those few moments left before going to bed to myself and my wife.
Dedicating them to myself doesn’t always mean spending the evening with Poser. I’ve got many other hobbies and I end up sacrificing them for the stories’ sake. I’ve got to the point where I have to force myself to work with Poser and I’ve started considering it as a duty more than as a passion. This has obviously led to a lack of will and creativity.
If you’re still reading, you’ve probably guessed what I’m trying to say. I need to take a break. I really do. And I think everyone will benefit from this: my mind, my stories and – in the end – you.
Can’t give you a precise date right now. I’ll be back when I feel ready.
I’ll finish “A vial of lies” for sure (one or two chapters more) but – as I’ve said – I’ll start working on it only when I feel like doing it. From time to time I’ll post some pics, I may be even accepting some commissions.
I want to thank you all for supporting me so far, without you I think I would have given up way sooner.
Thank you and see you soon.